Paul Gauguin, When Will You Marry? (1892)
My Mother
by Mahmoud Darwish
I long for my mother’s bread
My mother’s coffee
Her touch
Childhood memories grow up in me
Day after day
I must be worth my life
At the hour of my death
Worth the tears of my mother.
And if I come back one day
Take me as a veil to your eyelashes
Cover my bones with the grass
Blessed by your footsteps
Bind us together
With a lock of your hair
With a thread that trails from the back of your dress
I might become immortal
Become a God
If I touch the depths of your heart.
If I come back
Use me as wood to feed your fire
As the clothesline on the roof of your house
Without your blessing
I am too weak to stand.
I am old
Give me back the star maps of childhood
So that I
Along with the swallows
Can chart the path
Back to your waiting nest.
Written when Mahmoud Darwish (1942-2008), Palestinian poet, was in jail for his political activism and unpermitted travels.
Creative Invitations
Mother is a home like no other. How has home been seeking you out?
Write a letter to your mother(s) of choice and personally plant it on her/their palms. Express love and say grace.
I love Darwish’s poetry. For me he carries the heart of the Palestinian people. How distraught he would be if he were alive today. Still, he saw too much suffering in his life. Thank you Abriel for sharing this exquisite poem. May peace prevail on Earth. May we all fly home to the nest of our true belonging.
This poem. I made bread last week for my students which was a grandmother/mother recipe. I am looking forward to seeing her in November. I will again be looking up this poet, one of many you have recommended to me and my heart.